Palace Of Dr3aMz

An Avenue to pour my heart out..

2011-11-16T19:16:00.001+08:00

Long time since I updated this blog.. I'm alittle pissed these days and i really need an avenue to pour thingys out.. abeit useless..

Well My GF is in Tokyo now. she call me 2 days ago and we chatted.. told me where she went to... what her colleagues bought... what she bought.. and her colleagues felt she was really nice to me cos overseas will still remember to buy thingys for bf..

here's the part that got me angry... she said her male colleague bought burberry bags[ which she feels that I dun carry a bag to work so not practical], and adidas jacket which cost about S$39[ which she feels singapore is too hot to wear a jacket].

I'm going to refute this and explain why i'm so pissed.

1. I bought a FX sling bag which i brought to work when i dun need my laptop back home.

2. I've been looking for jackets @ uniqlo for quite some time already- she's been with me when i was looking.

3. After reminding her that i do carry a FX bag, she goes on to say,"do you want the bag?" I'm not after the bag for god sake... If you feel it's too expensive then dont buy.. I nv expect you to buy branded stuff for me and it's okay that you don't but dun give me excuses for not buying and then telling me u bought a t-shirt for me and ur bro- makes me feel that i'm a cheapo and desperate for you to buy me branded..

She expected me to remember thingys u're looking out for... and quarreled with me over valentines day saying i nv make effort. And here we're.. saying thingys that would pissed her off if it was me.

I did say her colleagues were full of praise when she bought sthg for me. yes, she did buy somethingy;

1. for me and her brother- Levi's t-shirt which cost ard $29.

2. adidas socks

Yes, She's right that her bro will feel happy and not 'shoot' her for buying a levi's t-shirt for him- but i'm not her bro... and I'm angry and sad cos of the thingy she said..

I'm already feel shitty before her trip-she knows I yearn to go Japan- I've been talking about it for years. yet, she's going with her colleagues this time and tells me can think of going japan some other years- i did tell her after our europe trip that i wanted to visit japan... I'm not saying that she cant go on a trip with her friends/ colleagues but how would you feel it was me?- i shelved plans to go japan and reluctantly went ahead for europe and there you were telling me we can go another time. maybe a few years or see how.. and also cos ur colleauges not bringing husbands along so not convenient to ask me along. this is besides the point that you have a male colleague and a colleague's girl friend on the trip.

Giving me excuses that yen would be expensive.. maybe you dun have $$ to go next year. How would you feel if you were me? I've known you for so long and i know you are unlikely to consider going to places where you have went before- you would want to explore other new countries instead..

She must be thinking i'm in the wrong again for 'shooting' you that i've a bag and socks can buy in sg dun need to waste $$.. but i'm only saying the truth... ' you don't care much about me.. as long as you achieve your objectives I should just jolly well shut up and be happy about it..'

emotional? it's human to have emotions...

2009-05-28T03:04:00.000+08:00

Would you call someone names over somethingy over sthg u think that's a stupid suggestion? Would you go to the extent of saying hurtful words to pple that matter to you? Would you to the extent of issuing threats..? U think it's weak to feel hurt but it think it's human to feel. and more imptly, it's you that i have felt.. I've come to accept that this is you and that cos i treasure the love that we share..

Exams finish..

2007-06-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

Exams have finally finished... Headed right back to work the very next day after my exams ended. how I wish i could have a day more to rest. I was both physically and mentally drained.
Anyway.. I motivated myself to get up a tad earlier to prepare myself for the first day of work. It was quite funny when i got back to office.. Everyone was so surprised and happy to see me.
"Hey James.. How've you been?? Coming back for good? I'm So happy that you're back." those were some of the wonderful compliments to start my day isn't it?
Well.. I was sure delighted by them. Anyway.. it's been almost a week since i went back to work. Everythingy has been back to norms. I finally caught up with the pace before i left on leave.
everythingy was smooth sailing till yesterday.. I met up with a demanding, unreasonable and arrogant lady who thinks that, in her perspective, she's always right. well.. i had my fair share of difficult user but she was by far the most irritating one. =X
somehow after explaining that her synchronisation issue can be resolved by not setting outlook to work offline. she replied me that she actually prefer pressing F9 to send/recieve her mails(In fact she mentions that she presses F9 at least 10 times a day<<>and that in her opinion it shouldn't affect the synchronisation between our exchange(mail) server and her outlook. I was thinking to myself at that pt. in time, "if your opinion have been so right why would you wana seek my opinion? " anyway, I replied to her in a professional way that as mentioned in my previous mail that she could revert all the changes made but synchronisation would not happen between her outlook and the server if it was not set to work offline. My temp. staff commented that it sounded abit sacarstic.. as though telling her to open her eyes bigger to read my e-mail.
Just today, She e-mailed me again regarding her out of office settings. I revert to her telling her it's a different issue and would require another ticket to be logged and carbon copied my help desk to follow up. Guess what?? She replied my e-mail," In my perspective, this is the same issue with my synchronisation.. Pls attend to me soon."
In her perspective.. In her opinion... When can she get it that everything about her is wrong?? =X I remember her telling me once that she's not trying to be difficult.. Certainly now.. i think that's an understatement.
Besides this unhappiness at work, I have been enjoying myself going out with my dear dear on shopping spree... GSS wor... shop till you drop... Dun Shop and u loose out ar.. LOL.. singapore kiasu attitude ar.. Budden... thingys are really cheap now... and GST is lower.. who knows what might happen when GST increases to 7%..
Anyway.. I bought a Diamond ring for my dear at Citigems during their roadshow @ bugis and
collected it a day after my exams. I'm telling you it looks really beautiful on her hand wor~~!! though the diamond is quite small ar..
Dear.. Will U marry me?? keke..
anyway to be continued.. I'll re-design this blog soon... no confirm dates as i've been really busy and tired after work.

Peace... One more paper..

2007-06-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

One More Paper to the grand release... Yeah~!!! been a long time since i update my blog even my chatter box is gone. anyway i'm gonna remove that from my blog and overhaul the whole blog once i'm done with my exams.
Added the song Maria sung in the movie 200 pound beauty.
TBC....

X'mas @ JB

2006-12-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

Jingle Bells JingleBells Jingle All the Way..~!!
Wat a X'mas..

Can U Guess Whr I am in the Picture? Lalala~~
Fans and frequent visitors definitely won't miss this place..
This was the 2nd time in the month that i've been @ City Square, Johor Bahru.
I went with sean, gary and mi dear on the week before X'mas..
Both me and my dear felt that there were not enough time to shop around so we went in again, and this time on X'mas eve. =X
As we were already starving when we got there, we headed to Seasons restaurant to settle our lunch. Guess what~!! somethingy caught my attention there.. a Swensons menu~!!!
It was to my surprise that the restaurant served swensons ice cream deserts.
After some thoughts we called for the waiter and placed our orders- a Teriyaki Chicken Spaghetti for myself, a Baked rice for mi Dear, Strawberry smoothies and finally a Black bart for our desert.

<< black bart(Choco with vanilla ice cream topped with whipped cream, cherry and almond nuts .) Yum Yum.. can you imagine how much that would cost in Sing. dollars if we were to spend our lunch in our Singapore Swensons.? We settled the bill @simply half the price RM51+/-. Without any further ado, We headed of to our our shopping spree. Mi dear bought a pair of high heels and a necklace after walking around nearly 90% of the store in City Square(mind you we walk like 6hrs and we did not finish visiting every store.) not to forget the tidbits which mi in-law to be instructed to buy and the mickey mouse cookies that were really delicious. It was about 8pm when we got really hungry and tired after doing so much walking, that we decided that it was time for our dinner and we would be heading home soon after(but i had other thoughts in mind. Keke.).

Above:We had our dinner at one of the Japanese restaurant at city Square.

Above: another big Feast~!! On our table;
Unagi Jyu(Unagi with rice ) , Kyushu Ramen, Agadeshi Tofu & Okonomiyaki(Japanese Pizza)
Conclusion: RM61++ for our X'mas dinner.
Wehere can you find such cheap deals in Singqapore??
i dun think i can eat such a delicious meal in a nice ambience like above for S$30 in Singapore lor...
Both Mi and my Dear find that it's really a wise choice- to celebrate X'mas in JB.. LOL~
Now for my little naugthy idea.. I force mi dear to try a Dress for me and i bought it for her. I think she looks veri sweet in that dress wor... keke.
TBC...

2006-12-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

I've just realised There's more to be learnt and more learning to be done.
We've been through happy sad angry times.
but imptly, We're still together.
I dun believe it's just for the sake of being together but rather we want to be together.
Life's never perfect but whateva unhappiness was never intended.
Sometimes i can be irrational, irritating, not understanding but nothingy as such was intended.
I only wanted us to be happy and i know you feel the same way too.
Dear.. U're of my utmost importance. thus, I dedicate this post for you.
I'm really sorry if i've gone overboard sometimes or irritate you.
I just wana take this opportunity and freedom to express my love for you.

'I may not be the best nor perfect but i'm learning to be one. I've promised you, I'd do better and would continue to. I Love You.. I Really Do.'

I dont feel good

2006-09-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

I dun feel good... After moving from my first job @ StanChart to my present Client's Site.

Firstly, I've encountered several problems with my ex-employer. All I can say is that he's one cunning and despicable guy and that I'll never forget the lesson learnt[it's a hefty price to pay ya` know]..

Anyway back to my topic, It's been almost 2 weeks since I've been with the present Company that I've been attached to. I've been learning and doing alot and most Certainly the environment is much much better and not as volatile. But why am i not feeling any better?? well, there're a no. of reasons. Let me brief you more on the background;

IBM would be taking over the whole IT infrastructure so as to give the company leverage, agility and focus on in its business needs. Our immediate role is to ensure the smooth transition of the existing regional IT dept to the proposed IBM solution- a centralised Helpdesk and 2dedicated On-Site Engineers[me and another colleague] to support the Asia-pacific operations. The plan is to have a direct cut-over of control where IBM would be taking over the operations from the existing team of Regional IT support- which happens to be in less than a month's time(2 weeks to be exact).
Now the Reasons;

1) There's no writing as to what ought to be supported, the degree of support to be given and certain process flow in terms of escalation of problems, procurement and the 'extra' responsibilities tagged to each of us.

2) There's no plans as to ensure a smooth transition. We're given the autonomy(in a wrong way) to plan and learn about everythingy that each exisiting staffs has been doing and make sure that nothing slips through. Do you think it's possible if that has to be done in 2weeks? I only wished I could accomodate everythingy but that's possible when we dun even know the environment?

3)As the existing Regional IT staff are leaving end of this month, they're already on their R.O.D mood. They started assigning jobs that were either minute, unsolvable or a waste of time. Instead of focusing on the real issues(Learning what ought to be learnt), we end up up clearing their shit for them.

Also, besides work, another thingy that hit me was that my accounting lecturer has left the institution to do freelance tuition. The school employed a Chinese national to conduct the lectures.I'm not criticising her for where she come from nor her ascent but cos` 1) she nv prepare for her lectures2) she chose to conduct the lecture with the white board and her sloppy handwriting when... She was given a notebook and a projector.
Sigh... i guess that's all for now.. i'll update on this again when i'm free...
Wish me Luck~~

dilemma..

2006-08-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

I'm in a Dilemma... just one month into my present company, I've been experiencing high staff turnover rate as well as management problems within our small framework. I have also started looking elsewhere where my services would be appreciated and well paid for. It was so fortunate for me that within 2weeks i was being offered several positions. One of which is with IBM.. The Giant[IBM] was willing to offer me around $200 more for my current job and certainly job security.
I went back to my boss the other day and told him about my intention of leaving the company. he asked, in a depress tone(3 staffs has left within the month), "Is there still room for discussion? "
I replied," they want me to start work on the following monday." It was clear that my mind was already fixed on moving on to IBM. Finally, we agreed we should talk thingys out the following day.
To my suprise, my boss countered the offer[by an additional $300 frm my current pay],during our appointment, telling me that he'd like me to stay and grow with the company.
I can describe the scenario as a game of Tug o' War with me leaning heavily on the Giant's side.
Of course he didn't give me extra $$ for nothingy.. With the extra$$, he expected me to do sales as well. @ the end of the whole conversation yesterday, he gave me personal assurance that he cant guarantee a rosy picture but what he can guarantee is that i'll definitely get my pay by month end and he wont let the company die off that easily..
@ the end of the day i still hab to make my decision.. TBC

Updates

2006-08-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

There's alot that has been happening since...
firstly, I'm working FT and studying PT now..
I'm on working with Stanchart Bank on a migration project and studying my bachelor's degree @ stansfield College..
Is there really a difference between studying PT and FT?? Yes, in terms of concentration levels and the commitment to work. so far I've came in late for 90% of my classes..
next, update is the Singapore fireworks festival.. I went for the shows on both saturdays-5th and 12th. I went with my Dear, Albert,Ying San, Jennifer and his BC on the first Saturday(5th).
I decided to spend the romantic 2nd fireworks display with my dear @ the esplanade.
It's a really sweet evening although it's really crowded than the first show.. I'll try and post some photos on my blog but in the mean time you can go to my multiply site and hab a look.

Disasters

2006-05-28T11:45:00.000+08:00

Disasters.. one after another.. What in the world is happening.. Is this World we're living in coming to its end? It's such painstaking thingy to watch the news these days.. look @ the suffering people of central Java and those living near Mount Merapi. It's truly depressing when there's nothing much that can be done. Sigh..

Accidents

2006-05-28T11:31:00.000+08:00

Just a day after my last paper, I took a ride on my long lost touched bicycle.. guess what.. i fainted... wahaha~ while riding.. come to think of it.. It feels real funny cos.. i didn't know what happened and the next moment i open my eyes i was on the floor liaoz.. here's the funny part.. I got up and try to push my bicycle back home cos I remembered clearly I've an appointment with a Secondary School Friend later that day. the very next moment I was on the floor again.. hah~ so I kinda fainted twice.. Conciously aware of it.. lol.

me Sad?

2006-05-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

" You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear
summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust,
solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some
time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a
bunch of slight acquaintances. "
Just did this Tickle's What's Your True Color Test~ i would say it's 60% true.. hah~ Except that I dun Like Spending Time on My Own~~!! anyway I've been feeling quite blue lately.. dun get me wrong... it's not cos of exams... i still have another 5 more days before my next examination paper - there should still be ample time to catch up on my revision although I have quite a lot of materials.
Haikz(Sigh).. I dun like be sad, moody ya` know.. I mean who likes to be sad & moody always?
All I can say here is that.. I'm Human and I've got feelings and I express them through my emotions. I 'm not a person who gets angry but tries to keep thingys to himself and simmer down after an arguement/heated discussion. Instead I would rather talk thingys out[if possible] and settle the problem/disagreement there and then. U can Say I'm intolerant but the thingy is I Dun Like to Bring Thingys Over into the future. I mean If U gotta to be Sad /Anger, wouldn't it be better to just settle thingys that very day and move on. Haikz.. Then again.. It really depends on the individual and the senario he faces..
In conclusion I'm just crapping to myself. Really Sorry If u've wasted ur time reading.. cos U could hab spent your time more productively @ work, play or rest. But for reading this article U should give urself a round of applause or a pat on the shoulder(whichever better)- For Being such a Caring Friend, Buddy, Acquaintance,..., whoever you're.
Thank you~ :)

2006-05-01T15:59:00.000+08:00

I recently d/l this song by Rainie Yang Chen Ling.. Really nice.. haha~
歌曲：暧昧歌手：杨丞琳专辑：恶魔在身边片尾曲

暧昧让人受尽委
屈找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以超过了友情
还不到爱情远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里

暧昧让人受尽委
屈找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里

2006-05-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

Finally after more than a month of hustle and tussle, the incident with UOB has ended..
It was deduced the banking consultant who served me had forgotten to sent my application hence the delay.
So It wasn't the credit analyst who was examining my account nor was it card center's fault for delaying the delivery of my card and Pin.
Being a very difficult customer, I demanded to know what measure were put in place to prevent the same incident from happening. IMO, It makes no difference to know what,who,why,how had happened. The Branch Manager replied in a very reluctant tone, "I've personally reprimanded the staff and given her and the rest of the team a firm warning on the standard procedures."
I ended the call requesting the Branch Manager to personally ensure the hasty delivery of the card and its services to my secondary school friend. Soon after my secondary school friend got a call from the manager. I can't help but to laugh~

Perhaps the worst Banking experience

2006-04-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

I've experienced my worst ever banking experience with one of our local chinese bank.
I fully understand and realise that I'm talking about a human-organisation. And as humans we're bound to have errors since nobody is perfect. But to a banking consumer, Customer service personels should know/understand that the tolerance to errors is very much lower than other consumer products thus be sensitive enough to avoid making the same mistake twice... cos that's the last thingy i think the bank would want from its consumers- to loose confidence/trust.
i strongly feel that the bank needs to promote a culture of service excellence among its staff[e.g. G.E.M programme - going the extra mile].
In a correspondence with one of the card centre manager, I found out that they're still in the mist of putting the pictures together and trying to explain the 3W1H of every investigation. But for me i'm more concerned about what's going to happen after that and not wat has already happened. cos` wat has happened is already past. the important thingy to note in every situations is to aware of the circumstances surrounding the problem n find out how to move on- which provides the re-assurance.

worst banking experience

2006-04-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

I recieved my SP-UOB Visa debit card on the 29th of March despite my application for the card on the 13th of March. I'm very much disappointed with UOB's staff's incompetency in their product knowledge as well as their standards of professionalism in their course of work.
Despite several calls to UOB's call centre to hasten the delivery of my card as well as the pin number, I have yet to receive the PIN number required to access the ATMs. I fully understand that I could apply for a ATM card at any of the bank's branches if I wanted to do any transactions over the bank's ATM network but I could have done that at the point of application and not now.
I was advised, by your staff at the Clementi Branch, that the SP-UOB VISA card could function as an ATM card and that application for an ATM wasn't necessary, though possible, if I could wait for 7-14 days(from the time of application) for the card to arrive.
Recognizing that many adults nowadays carry lots of cards, it was very thoughtful of her to have advised me for convenience sake.
However, I do not understand why she had to lie to a consumer, like myself, that UOB has already discontinued its passbook savings accounts just because UOB is discouraging consumers to take up passbook. Don’t consumers have a choice? Or is she just following the Bank’s SOP [Standard Operating Procedures]? If I had not known from a friend who applied for his passbook account 2 weeks after me, I would have been kept in the dark about it.
I think I have heard enough explanations about why, what, who and how things have come this far. This is by far the worst banking experience I ever encountered with our local banks. I seriously do not want to call the call centre every2-3days to make an enquiry.

2006-03-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

hah~ the 2weeks of prelim/mock exams are over le...
but I still hab to study for my finals.. which is in may..
which is like in a month's time... stress man...
@_________@
maybe i'll soon forget whu i am and only remember my Econ.s, Business Mgt, Soci and Info. Systems. if u find me talking crap in the months ahead.. dun mind me yeah.. might hab been the wires/connections in my brain burnt out liaoz.. wahaha~
anyway... i've just change my blog's background music to 六月的雨歌 sung by 胡歌 in the series 仙剑奇侠传. The lyrics to this beautiful, melodious song is located right below this post so if u wana hab ur regular KTV 'off the comp. display' just scroll down yea.. lol~ =X =Þ~
that's all guys.. wil update when i'm free bah.. time to go IT show liaoz~.

xian jian

2006-03-09T10:10:00.000+08:00

歌曲：六月的雨歌手：胡歌专辑：仙剑奇侠传
一场雨把我困在这里
你冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意
等你的消息终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟)
(你走后什么都已经消失在风雨里)
一场雨把我困在这里你
冷漠的表情会让我伤心
六月的雨就是无情的你
伴随着点点滴滴痛击我心里
oh~我不相信你不是故意的
却为何把我丢弃在风雨里
oh~我不忍心也不想背叛你
惟有默默等你回心转意
我没有放弃也不会离你而去
哪怕要分开我依然等你
我全心全意等你的消息
终会有一天你会相信我我爱你
(一场雨想念你在我的心中都不可比拟你走后什么都已经消失在风雨里)

Mala's Wedding Dinner

2006-02-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

hah~ What an evening it was last night.. Great food, Great Ambience, Gorgeous pple and not forgetting the wonderful tunes played by the pianist and the funny MC.. Yeah.. It was Vimala’s Wedding Dinner~!!
I was invited by Ms Vimala as one of the few students who were present that night.It was the first time I've attended any functions @ at the Raffles The Plaza. It's so conveniently located @ Raffles City Shopping Centre with a direct exit from City Hall MRT station. Hmm.. maybe i can save up an organise my Wedding Dinner there too. Wahaha~ :P
Well con’t when I’m more free bah… Ciaoz~

Yuan Lai

2006-02-23T18:06:00.000+08:00

歌曲：原来歌手：林俊杰 专辑：曹操
词:张思尔林秋离曲:林俊杰
街灯绊住我眼前下一步
拉长的影子嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
*Chorus*
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净我也会不留一点痕迹
*Chorus*
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡
Repeat Chorus*2

Exams Exams

2006-02-22T11:30:00.000+08:00

Wat a week~!!! with exams round the corner, i'm spending 'NO' time on play but ALL on revision.. everyone is so stressed up during this period inl. me.
anyway I manage to get a hold of JJ's latest album, Cao Cao, recently. Woosh... I can only say It's got all the Groove u can expect frm JJ. Definitely a must get even if u're not one of his fans. =P~~
My favourites from this album incl.;
01. 只对你说
03. 熟能生巧
04. 波间带
05. 原来
06. 不死之身
07. 爱情 Yogurt
10. 你要的不是我
That's all for now bah... Cya` all after exams... Wahaha~ :X

Girls nowadays...

2006-02-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

I was at Burlington Square [besides Sim Lim Square] yesterday when I got a call from my EX-BMT buddy. He asked if was free to meet up for drink and sounded very sad. It so happened that he was at Bugis too so I agreed to meet up for a while.
“So what happened?”, I asked.
He kept quiet for a while then began to tell me the whole story. It’s about the girl that he was interested in. He professed his love to the gal of his dreamz a few days after her B’dae(let’s call her Ms ‘B’). Ms ‘B’ then replied that she’d need some time to think thingys thru`. But it was a few weeks later that he found out from one of her friends that she’s already attached to another guy. &that she had already accepted the other guy way before my friend made his confession.
The questions that kept lingering over his head were why she had to settle thingys this way? Why couldn’t she just reject my friend and tell him that she’s already attached? What is there to think about when she’s already attached?? I could tell that he was really disappointed that Ms ‘B’ was someone who played around people’s feelings. Once you’re attached you should be committed to the relationship and try to make thingys work.
My advise to my poor friend was to forget about Ms ’B’ even if she decides to be with him. What makes him different from the guy that Ms ‘B’ is attached to now if he were to accept? What Ms ‘B’ could do to that guy she could do the same to my friend.
I really pity the guy who’s attached to Ms ‘B’ now.. *Shakes his Head* Sigh..

There Goes My Hand~

2006-02-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

"There Goes My Hand~ I'm nthg more but a handicapped~"
Those were the exact words I uttered as I walked out of the consultation room. I felt as though the world had collapsed on me. It was just too much to bear. I nearly cried but hold back my tears.
Perhaps nobody will understand what I’m going thru` now.
True enough, life’s never fair.. We’re born into different families, led very different lives, harness different levels of IQ & EQ, have different friends/cliques.
I’ve been thru` quite a lot of setbacks in life But I’ve always believed Life would be better if I’ve Persevered and if I had faith.. Having spent almost 24 yrs made me realized something –In reality not everything is that simple.
For once, my faith is deeply shaken. I knew I had to get back on my feet.. I knew I had to find back my indomitable fighting spirit.. I knew.. Showing signs of weakness was not going to help.. Yet, it just feels as though there’s nothing much to I could do, and nobody whom I can turn to.
Not even my Sec. School friend of almost over 11yrs understands. I’m not blaming or pointing fingers to say I dun have friends but rather pointing out my own weakness.
I’m the type of person who will keep problems to himself. The reason: - everyone will have their own problems to worry about. I should try to solve things myself and I wouldn’t want to add to their burden even if they’re willing to help.
As such, I’ve always portrayed myself as someone whom others can depend on for when they need help.
So much so that some have tried to take advantage. I remembered someone even asked why. My explanation then was simple;
“I never thought of them trying to take advantage of me. I treated them as my friends. And as Friends, I feel that there’s a mutual Obligation to help.”
No, It’s not that I’m not Mr. Nice, ‘do what ever u please’ Guy. K, Maybe to a certain extent, I’m not.
Everyone, at some point in time, will want to be exploited especially in our capitalist world. Think about it… If you aren’t exploited @ work, you’d probably have to leave your company soon. But I’m sure everyone will understand that too much of exploitation with out reciprocating just makes a person ‘sick’.
I’m not putting on a false front all the while but it’s just that I’m tired.. &I need some time to reflect on things..
Guys~ Mark my Words…
“I’m not afraid of loosing.. cos` I know one day I’ll rise again with a better game plan and a better me.”
明天不一定更好，但更好的明天一定会到来。
Tomorrow might not be a better day but a better tomorrow will come one day.

THE WORLD IS NOT YOURS ALONE~!!!

2006-01-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

NotE:- this is written in a spur of anger and is only intended for those whose 'anger-o-meter' is not any higher than mine.. :X If and only If U can fulfill the above Statement then Pls Con't Reading~~
Firstly, Please Understand and Realise that this World is not Yours Alone~. Pls Consider the Thoughts and Feelings of the Pple ard U before leashing out anythingy. Having said that, and with regards to the earlier post of givers and takers below~. I Fully Understand and Recognise Individual Differences but pls Dun Use it as an Excuse.
The other thingy to note here is that How many times a person can tolerate an Generic Excuse- 'this is me~!!' or 'I'm Like That', really depends on his/her level of Tolerance and how many times he/she is tested against pple's percieved level/limit of tolerance.. & what happens after that? Needless to say, An Atomic Explosion.. :X
I'll end this post with an important note to all~~ The World will Nv Change to suit Your Ways.. It's YOUR Responsibility to make changes on ur part so as to Adapt to our harmonious World.

2006-01-19T02:54:00.000+08:00

Topic of the day: Givers and Takers. Which one are you?
One of the things I've noticed is that you can categorize people as either givers or takers.Sure, there are those that strike a nice balance between giving and taking, but I find that most people tend to lean further one way than the other.
So - what's a giver and a taker? I think you are likely figure it out urself.
Givers tend to want to help people - to solve their problems. They supply more than they demand. They tend not to ask for much, even if they actually want or need something. Givers are not necessarily nicer people than takers. They are more sensitive to the words and actions (or inactions) of others, and generally expect more out of (and are usually more disappointed with) humanity than takers.
Takers, especially when it's most extreme case, take everything they can from whomever they know. They will find every loophole they can to get more, and they don't mind asking for things if it will help them out. Takers don't usually think about how their actions might affect others. They also tend to be less sensitive to the world around them. Again, takers are not better or worse than givers, they're just different. They tend not to expect as much from humanity, as a whole.
I, for one, tend to fit the giver model more. I believe the thingy here is not about who or what is better but to recognise & appreciate individual differences- be it Culture, Personality, Attitude,Perception or Values. & in turn, a more harmonious society for all to enjoy- incl. our children,our children's children, our children's children's Children and many generations beyond~ =P

So, which are you: a giver or a taker? or Does it really matter?;)

2006-01-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

三岔口(電影"三岔口"主題曲國語版)
作曲:褚鎮東主唱:郭富城填詞:小美

如果必須要活著
請你守在我身旁
一起歡呼一起憧憬每個日子
都是幸福
＊如今彷彿是活著　可惜找不到靈魂
一聲不響　你的告別　
叫我不知所措　心懸在半空
　
如果這一切是個岔口　
我心甘情願一生守候
　命運作弄　為何你變身又重現
　再掀開我傷口

　如果真的要讓我放手
　請不必讓我知道答案
　放縱我吧
　讓我有痛愛的自由
　給我活著的理由

＊REPEAT＊
放縱我吧　讓我有痛愛的自由
給我活著的理由

2005-12-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hohoho~ Merry X'mas & a Happy New Year to All~~
haikz...
been spending my X'mas munching on jelly, bread, fish slice and minced pork porridge..
Yes... I'm feeling much more better now[no more blood oozing out, no more swollen cheek&jaw bones.] lol~ i shall spare the details..
I had my wisdom tooth extraction @ Alexandra Hospital last week- just a day before i ORD. the whole surgery, done under General anaesthesia[in which a state of deep sleep is induced], cost $1.5K. @___@. luckily i had the Army to pay for it.. lol~

Lin Jun Jie - Sha Shi Bi Ya De Tian Fen

2005-12-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

Lin Jun Jie - Sha Shi Bi Ya De Tian Fen
Ke zai shu shang de zi ren feng gua
xie zhe ai zhe yi ge ren de gu shi
dan shi wen zi hai shi wen zi bu suan hua
xiang song gei ni de mei yi shu hua
xiang pei ni de huang hun he sha tan
sui zhe shi jian ku wei
meng xing le cai hou hui
wo shi yi ge mei you yong qi de ren
dai zhe xiao xiao nian ji de tian zhen
xiang ni yi ding shi bu gan zhuan shen
lian shang wei xiao xin she bu de
wo mei you sha shi bi ya de tian fen
xie chu wo men de xi nu ai le

dan zai zhe yi ke xie le yi ge wan jie pian
shi qu le ni

Ke zai shu shang de zi ren feng gua
xie zhe ai zhe yi ge ren de gu shi
dan shi wen zi hai shi wen zi bu suan hua
xiang song gei ni de mei yi shu hua
xiang pei ni de huang hun he sha tan
sui zhe shi jian ku wei
meng xing le cai hou hui
wo shi yi ge mei you yong qi de ren
dai zhe xiao xiao nian ji de tian zhen
xiang ni yi ding shi bu gan zhuan shen
lian shang wei xiao xin she bu de
wo mei you sha shi bi ya de tian fen
xie chu wo men de xi nu ai le

dan zai zhe yi ke xie le yi ge wan jie pian
shi qu le ni

wo shi yi ge mei you yong qi de ren

dai zhe xiao xiao nian ji de tian zhen

xiang ni yi ding shi bu gan zhuan shen

lian shang wei xiao xin she bu de

wo mei you sha shi bi ya de tian fen

xie chu wo men de xi nu ai le
dan zai zhe yi ke xie le yi ge wan jie pian

shi qu le ni.

2005-12-12T17:31:00.000+08:00

haikz... veri tired today.. no.. it's not that i'm burning midnight oil for exams/watching anime/hangingout and stuff.. In fact I've slept for almost the whole day on yesterday. lol~
the only reason[lame] i could think of was cos` I had bird droppings[atomic bombs] that made a direct hit on my head while i was walking pass the specialist shopping centre. of all places y my head? hmm... maybe it was jealous of my hair. lol~
aniwaes wat probably happened was that the pilot had some rotten apples/leftover food for lunch [u noe those infested with worms n all the yucky stuff u can imagine.. :X GroSS~~ haha~]. In the mist of digesting his lunch, he probably had an stomach upset. But as we all know Orchard is such a highly populated site, he just couldn't immediately secure a landing site, to release his load/seek medical attention, despite repeated 'calls' for help. thus, it decided to a air drop~~~ lol i shan't con't any longer thes rest is up to imagination bah... :X

Becos 0f Uuu....

2005-12-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

hi guys... i've changed my BG music...
u're hearing Kelly Clarkson's Because of You...
found this song really meaninful n nice[of cos]
i've attached the lyrics below.. for ur Viewing~

Kelly Clarkson - Because of You

I will not make

The same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break

The way you did, you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

*Chorus*
Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid
*Chorus*

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh, every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

*Chorus*

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

Why study Economics??

2005-11-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

Why study Economics??
I've been questioned, by a friend, today as to why I chose to study Economics when i could hab took the easier modules such as mathematics and statistics. Economics has often been thought as a very dry subject. In fact many pple hab told me, what ever u learn in econ.s can never be applied to real life.. This I agree, to a certain extent, as real life models can be extremely complex[there're too many variables/facts to consider]. b4 even goin` further have u ever thought abt. it, if it's so Irrelevant to real life why do pple even consider it as an academic discipline? Certainly there must be a reason why right?-Pple dun always behave Irrationally. As such, I've decided to enrich my fellow friends about the beauty of Economics thru` my Blog entry. lol.
Let me start by elaborating about wat Economics is. Economics is defined as the branch of social science. That is to say it's concerned with how people behave- what constitutes rational behavior. The study of Economics provides an insight on how individuals and firms make decisions about work, consumption[expenditure], investment, hiring, and pricing goods and services, how economies work and how they work together. Economics can also be used to analyze various issues such as environmental pollution, inflation, unemployment, economic growth, international trade, exchange rates, competitiveness, taxation, the arts, recessions, depressions, and much much more.. most imptly also what can be done to minimize these problems.
IMHO everyone needs to be aware of the fact[whether U like it or not] that u, as an individual, are affected by economic policies[taxations,Subsidies etc.] and decisions every day of your life.
In Conclusion... NO~ I did not choose to study Economics... Economics has already been imbued in me~!! =P~~ lol..

thinking...

2005-11-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

been thinking abt. lots of stuff recently... following a session of peer-peer counseling with my Sec. school Buddy..
haikz... i was commented by mi friend that when it comes to making decisions i like to 'Tuo Ni Dai Sui'- literary means dragged thru` mud and water. i find it hard to come @ any conclusion partially cos i'm indecisive by nature but also cos i think about the implications like for e.g. if i were to reject someone's offer. how would he think.. wat would happen after i reject his offer? will he/she be angry? wat would others think etc. only after considering all these external factors i hab to consider internal factors like wat it'd mean for me to make such a decision..?[PEST Analysis?] anyway all these is very situational..
anyway, back to the subj. there's been alot of my mind recently.. I feel the adrenaline rush to change miself..[using the force field analysis model it's the driving forces currently larger than the restraining forces].
haikz.. gotta end this for now..

MBTI - ISTJ

2005-11-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

wat a day~!!! went for a course on discovering ur Temperament @ SIM right after my therapy session today... I left NUH @ ard. 1220pm via it's shuttlebus.. by the time i reach school, It's already 1pm sharp( it was stated in the reminder that the course starts @ 1pm)~!! to my surprise... they(SIM management) have changed the timing to 1.30pm&i tot i was late... haikz..
but it's a gd thingy too.. In that way i can catch my breath and my lunch. hah~
anyway on with the course... thingys that i've learnt frm the course;
1) Personality is matter of preference. One can be naturally introverted but when situation arises he/she may choose to adopt an extroverted approach.
2)MBTI can help pple indentify their career path- Type preference will indentify the occupation you might be interested.
3) In Acknowledging that different types will hab different learning/working/communication styles, the MBTI effectively help leaders/pple to strategise their interviews/recruitment for team building/maintenance .
and the list goes on~~ lol.
FYI.. many companies are using the MBTI or similar profiling test in structuring their interviews.. lol~

to conclude... I've spent a wonderful joyous afternoon with Dr Cecillia Soong.. I've gained an deeper insight of miself('m a ISTJ) n the pple ard. mi.. :P~

November Chopin` Best Track~

2005-11-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

let me back track a bit i bought Jay's November Chopin` ard 2weeks back @ Funan's Sembawang Music. Yep Yep.. I've got his Promo. Poster~!! I've posted a small pic. of the poster for ya` viewing below. lol~ hmm.. I've also included the lyrics of some of my favourite tracks in this album. I'd like to,in particular, recommend Track 6-枫 of the album. IMO it's one of the best track and sadly has not been given much publicity. I'll update the background music with this track soon.

*Update*

New *~Word-NeWs~* link

I have added a new Blog for all da` new I find intersting. do give me ur feedback yah~ ;)

枫 Feng Maple
作曲：周杰伦

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying

我聆听沉寂已久的心情wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing

清晰透明qin xi tou ming

就像美丽的风景jiu xiang mei li de feng jing

总在回忆里才看的清zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo

我用力牵起没温度的双手wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou

过往温柔guo wang wen rou

已经被时间上锁yi jing bei shi jian shang suo

只剩挥散不去的难过zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian

我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian

极光掠夺天边ji guan lue duo tian bian

北风掠过想你的容颜bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan

我把爱想成了落叶wo ba ai xiang cheng le luo ye

却换不回熟悉的那张脸que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian

爱你穿越时间ai ni chuan yue shi jian

两行来自秋末的眼泪liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei

让爱渗透了地面rang ai shen tou le di mian

我要的只是你在我身边wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo

我用力牵起没温度的双手wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou

过往温柔guo wang wen rou

已经被时间上锁yi jing bei shi jian shang suo

只剩挥散不去的难过zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo

在山腰间飘逸的红雨zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu

随著北风凋零sui zhe bei feng diao ling

我轻轻摇曳风铃wo qing qing yao ye feng ling

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing

雪花已铺满了地xue hua yi pu man le di

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing

Hei Se Mao Yi Lyrics

2005-11-11T08:57:00.000+08:00

黑色毛衣 | Hei Se Mao Yi

一件黑色毛衣
Yi Jian Hei Se Mao Yi

兩个人的回忆
Liang Ge Ren De Hui Yi

雨过之后更难忘记
Yu Guo Zhi Hou Geng Nan Wang Ji

忘记我还爱你
Wang Ji Wo Hai Ai Ni

你不用在意
Ni Bu Yong Zai Yi

流泪也只是刚好而已
Liu Lei Ye Zhi Shi Gang Hao Er Yi

我早已经待在谷底
Wo Zao Yi Jing Dai Zai Gu Di

我知道不能再留住你
Wo Zhi Dao Bu Neng Zai Liu Zhu Ni

也知道不能没有骨气
Ye Zhi Dao Bu Neng Mei You Gu Qi

感激你让我拥有秋天的美丽
Gan Ji Ni Rang Wo Yong You Qiu Tian De Mei Li

看着那白色的蜻蜓
Kan Zhe Na Bai Se De Qing Ting

在空中忘了前进
Zai Kong Zhong Wang Le Qian Jin

还能不能重新编织
Hai Neng Bu Neng Chong Xin Bian Zhi

脑海中起毛球的记忆
Nao Hai Zhong Qi Mao Qiu De Ji Yi

再说我爱你
Zai Shuo Wo Ai Ni

可能雨也不会停
Ke Neng Yu Ye Bu Hui Ting

黑色毛衣
Hei Se Mao Yi

藏在那里
Chang Zai Na Li

就让回忆永远停在那里
Jiu Rang Hui Yi Yong Yuan Ting Zai Na Li

Fa Ru Xue

2005-11-11T08:47:00.000+08:00

发如雪 Fa Ru Xue Hair Like Snow

狼牙月伊人憔悴
lang ya yue / yi ren qiao cui

我举杯饮尽了风雪
wo ju bei / yin jin le feng xue

是谁打翻前世柜
shi shui da fan qian shi gui

惹尘埃是非
re chen ai shi fei

缘字诀几番轮回
yuan zi jue / ji fan lun hui

你锁眉哭红颜唤不回
ni suo mei / ku hong yan huan bu hui

纵然青史已经成灰
zong ran qing shi yi jing cheng hui

我爱不灭
wo ai bu mie

繁华如三千东流水
fan hua ru san qian dong liu shui

我只取一瓢爱了解
wo zhi qu yi piao ai liao jie

只恋你化身的蝶
zhi lian ni hua shen de die

你发如雪凄美了离别
ni fa ru xue / qi mei le li bie

我焚香感动了谁
wo fen xiang gan dong le shui

邀明月让回忆皎洁
yao ming yue rang hui yi jiao jie

爱在月光下完美
ai zai yue guang xia wan mei

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
ni fa ru xue / fen fei le yan lei

我等待苍老了谁
wo deng dai cang lao le shui

红尘醉微醺的岁月
hong chen zui / wei xun de sui yue

我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑
wo yong wu hui / ke yong shi ai ni de bei

(Rap)你发如雪凄美了离别
ni fa ru xue / qi mei le li bie

我焚香感动了谁
wo fen xiang gan dong le shui

邀明月让回忆皎洁
yao ming yue rang hui yi jiao jie

爱在月光下完美
ai zai yue guang xia wan mei

你发如雪纷飞了眼泪
ni fa ru xue / fen fei le yan lei

我等待苍老了谁
wo deng dai cang lao le shui

红尘醉微醺的岁月
hong chen zui / wei xun de sui yue

啦儿啦 ~
la er la ~La er la~

铜镜映无邪扎马尾
tong jing ying wu xie / zha mai wei

你若撒野今生我把酒奉陪
ni ruo sa ye / jin sheng wo ba jiu feng pei

Repairing my HP

2005-11-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmph... kinda fedup with my phone for the past 2 days.. don't really know wat happened to it.. nobody could hear wat i say.. finally i couldn't take it no more.. I decided to Operate on my Phone.. Wahaha~~[Sound like some mad scientist] Just like how the doc. operate on on my hand, I open up bits n pieces on the phone and began examining the PCB. hmm... I've took a pic. below.. seems quite sophisticated ar..

anyway after observing for awhile i found that there were no physical defects on the board[wah.. sounds like some report]. i began searching for the microphone unit.. Yes.. I've found it~~ it's on the bottom left hand side of the phone. frm a closer view,I found that there were some rubbery stuff obstructing the mic.. Clearly this must be the culprit that's been inflicting so much so much of inconvenience!~~!!eRRR... :( lol. anyway i dug out the rubbery material frm the mic. area and my phones back to norm. again... my Phone's Back~!! Alive n Kicking~!! Yay~!! Guys....Call Me!! Call me~!! wahaha~

BTW, thankz for reading this nonsense... =X.

Lyrics of JayChou- Ye Qu

2005-11-02T10:06:00.000+08:00

夜曲

作詞：方文山　作曲：周杰倫

一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引我面無表情看孤獨的風景失去妳　愛開始分明失去妳　還有什麼事好關心那鴿子不再象徵和平我終於被提醒　捆著手我現在是奴隸我用漂亮的押韻形容被掠奪一空的愛情啊我應該藏這裡　夜色不乾淨還給你整夜的回憶　佔滿天的星送你的白色玫瑰　在純黑的花季凋零午夜在樹枝上詭異的很安靜　　傾聽　我黑色的大衣　像我的妳衣櫛比鱗的鬼　走過的走過的生命啊四周瀰漫霧氣啊我在空曠的墓地老去後還愛你為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲紀念我死去的愛情跟夜風一樣的聲音心碎的很好聽手在鍵盤敲鋼琴我給的思念太小心你埋葬的地方就有你為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲紀念我死去的愛情而我為你隱姓埋名在月光下彈琴對妳心跳的感應還是如此溫熱親近懷念你那鮮紅的唇印那些斷翅的蜻蜓　散落在這森林而我的眼睛　沒有絲毫同情失去妳　淚水混濁無情失去妳　我連笑容都有陰影我站在滿心期待的屋頂嘲笑我的傷心像一口沒有水的枯井我用盡我的自信要我後悔莫急等待愛情

Japanese anyone?

2005-11-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

For those who wana learn some basic Japanese;

Hiragana (ひらがな)

あ a い i う u え e お o
か ka き ki く ku け ke こ ko
さ sa し shi す su せ se そ so
た ta ち chi つ tsu て te と to
な na に ni ぬ nu ね ne の no
は ha ひ hi ふ fu へ he ほ ho
ま ma み mi む mu め me も mo
や ya ゆ yu よ yo
ら ra り ri る ru れ re ろ ro
わ wa を (w)o
(consonant) ん n

Katakana （カタカナ)

ア a イ i ウ u エ e オ o
カ ka キ ki ク ku ケ ke コ ko
サ sa シ shi ス su セ se ソ so
タ ta チ chi ツ tsu テ te ト to
ナ na ニ ni ヌ nu ネ ne ノ no
ハ ha ヒ hi フ fu ヘ he ホ ho
マ ma ミ mi ム mu メ me モ mo
ヤ ya ユ yu ヨ yo
ラ ra リ ri ル ru レ re ロ ro
ワ wa ヲ (w)o
ン n

Lappy's working again~~

2005-10-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha~ let me back track a bit... yes... my laptop is working again... maybe it knew that if i can't get it fix I'd sell it away... maybe it's trying to play some tricks on me... wateva... all that matters is that it's working now~!!! Hooray~~!!!=)

Lappy's LCD broke down...

2005-10-19T19:20:00.000+08:00

a very sad day... my only lappy[stupid Twinhead] has finally gave up on me... U noe I was still using it last night @__@" haikz.. i decided to con't this evening with my excel assignment after my lessons but only to find that mi LCD wasnt working.. it didn't display any image despite repeated desperate tries to revive it.. haikz...i'm seriously considering to trade it in to some 2nd hand shop if the repair cost are above $400<== considering that this lappy can only survive for another year or so... Stupid...~~!! Why Give up on me Now~!!!! Haikz... shld hab got an IBM/an Apple... but looking back then it was a rational decision to take up mi Lappy... I should say... It was an Iresistible offer. considering its Hardware Specifications. anyway... I'll be going down to Sim Lim Square after my Econ.s class tml.. hmm... tml's lecture's on Monopoly market structure.. Can I apply wat i learn tml?? argh... why am i saying all this.. Garbage... lol Wat~Eva~~ :'( *sets into Depression mode*

T.K.K @Raffles hotel

2005-10-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

went out with my sec. school buddy to MS[marina square] for dinner today.. we went to Raffles hotel and caught a play by ETCeteras theatres. first time i've been there man... dun call me sua ku but seriously... how many singaporean boys like me have been to Raffles hotel before?

T K K Dan Gu Gu/Deng Jiu Jiu
An original play about contact tracingSpoken in Mandarin, English, Hokkien and Cantonese海燕等人第15 部舞台作品<<等 9 9>>四处三言两语的一个故事Created and directed by Lim Hai YenDevised and performed by Chermaine Ang, Ka-Y and Peter SauAward-winning playwright Lim Hai Yen returns to the Singapore stage with an interesting trio ensemble to bring alive 6 TKKs on stage! Puppeteer Ka-Y joins bilingual devise-performers Chermaine Ang and Peter Sau in this site-unspecific apolitical experimentation, to create a comic theatrical adventure that will travel a long but unwinding trail to find a suicide-note writer who happens to bear one of the most common initials around this country! TKK is also devised with creative materials from light designers Dorothy Png and James Tan, set designer Lim Wei Ling and sound designer Chuan, to collectively explore characters who in their search for an identity, got lost in time...

medical appt.

2005-10-16T03:51:00.000+08:00

Let me Backdate to 14th Oct... haikz... i went to NuH for my specialist's medical review today.. the doc. recommended me to remove and not to wear my splint frm this min. forth.. then i complained to him abt. the pain i experience when cleaning my hand and ask how will i cope with the pain after i remove my splint perm.[mind u i'm not wimpish.. @@]... the answer he gave,"if u dun start moving ur joints now... they'll be very stiff and the chances of recovery will be even lesser.. it's ur choice.. I'll give u a stronger painkiller to ease ur pain. but i'll need u to really start moving ur hand.. go swimming, go out &play..." there wasn't much i could say... anyway he's put me up for physiotherapy @3times/weekly. and will see me in 1month's time...
anyway, i went to SP after tat and met Grace for lunch.. nthg's been changed since the day i got to know her... always so panic abt. her work.. any boss whu hire her would be happy to know that she very committed and hard working.. i've always heard her complaining abt. her workload... and how she sacrifices her weekends to come back to office to clear her work. n... she's nv claimed time-off for tat wor.. keke.. anyway.. she's very nu ren wor... wore a skirt tat day... lol and i'm not the only person whu have commented that she look pretty gd today wor... haha~

Strike Freedom

2005-10-13T12:20:00.000+08:00

Strike Freedom Gundam X-20A

lol~ I know some of U noe Nuts@____@ about this anime... but i still cant stop myself from posting this on my blog... dun u think it damn cool?? how i wish i got one of those Gundam... *__* k... i know i'm day dreaming... wahaha~~ Enjoy The Vid.~~ ;)

btw Gundam Seed Destiny is now showing on Kids Central every Sunday, 11am. [F/ those who are interested] lol

*Note*: Pls hit the stop button on ur internet explorer to stop the background music before playing this Music Vid.~ enjoy~~!!

The Myth

2005-10-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

hi guys just found another M.V. from 'The Myth'.

*Note*: Pls hit the stop button on ur internet explorer to stop the background music before playing this Music Vid.~ enjoy~~!!

2005-10-13T09:38:00.000+08:00

A very gd morning to one and all~~

i found this really cool Music video frm a friend's profile and decided to add it into my blog...

*i'm some copy cat ar...* well gd thingys are meant to be shared~ ;) lol~

*Note*: Before u play this Music Vid.,pls hit the stop button on ur internet explorer to stop the background music~ enjoy~

2005-10-09T04:00:00.000+08:00

Dr3aM the Impossible~!!

Haikz... Woke up early this morning @@ for my make-up lesson on the Intro to Biz&Mgt. module. Sianzationz... I was being approached by Lecturer as he walked into the lecture theatre. "U're The one who email me right??"Now, besides being known by the lecturer as the 'one hand swordsman[cos of my arm lah]', He remembers my name... Argh~~!! &I tot what could be worst??(hab to prepare to answer his questions).. I was recordin 20min.s into the 2nd half of the lecture w/ my Zen Micro & It was then that I realise that my battery was running flat. Haikz... I must hab forgot 2charge the battery last night~!! ;__-__ *SaD* lol~
In the later part of the day, I met up with Kim & Lilian &caught the movie 'Goal!' @Parco Bugis Junction. I've done a review on it right below this post. Afterwhich, we settled our dinner @ 'Terra'(directly opp. the Adidas Shop). hmm... I had Cream o` Mushroom soup, Fish&chips for Main Course, Chendol Ice-cream for desserts &Tea to finish. &all this @ $11.80+++.. Cheap right? lol.
After dinner we walked ard the shops, on lvl 2&3, scouting for CDs @ Disc station& Sembawang Music... Wah... I saw the new album by Liang Jing Ru... kinda Tempted*there's 2 songs which are quite nice* hmm... we headed down to the wheel cart shops, after walking ard. for quite a while, on lvl1. my mood was kinda affected by the SPCA posters i saw @ the roadshow on lvl1.
kinda reminds me of Oreo~~ to be con't~~~

Nv Nv Nv Give Up Ur Dr3aMz~~!! It

2005-10-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

Review on Goal!
Director. Danny Cannon
Starring.
Alan Shearer, Alessandro Nivola, Anna Friel, Ashley Walters, David Beckham, Gary Lewis, Kuno Becker, Sean Pertwee, Stephen Dillane
The Story
Santiago Muñez, a young Mexican immigrant who lives with his family in Los Angeles, working two jobs and playing football in the park whenever he can. However, everything changes when he’s spotted by has-been talent scout Glen Foy and offered the chance to try out for Newcastle United.
Santiago is given a month to prove himself worthy of playing alongside the likes of Alan Shearer and cocky new star Gavin Harris.
Conclusion
Director Danny Cannon deserve credit for attempting to bring a serious football film to screen. Goal! should appeal to football fans and non-football fans alike. I should say it's very inspirational &I'm certainly looking forward to Part Two, which is already being filmed, will see Santiago at Real Madrid, while the third part is set during the 2006 World Cup. &amp;&& 1 point to note... There're star apearances by David Beckham, Raul Gonzalez, Zidane, Alan Shearer and many others~.
Worth seeing. Rate: 7/10.

Lin Jun Jie, Wayne -Dou Jiang You Tiao

2005-10-07T12:00:00.000+08:00

in case anyone wants the lyrics...

Dou Jiang You Tiao in PinYin
He Chun Bai De Dou Jiang Shi Chun Bai De Lang Man
Wang Zhe Ni Ke Ai Lian Dan He Ni Chun Zhen De Mo Yang
Wo Sha Sha Dui Ni Xiao Shi Ni You Chou Jie Yao
Ni Shuo Wo Jiu Xiang You Tiao Hen Jian Dan Que Hen Mei Hao
(*Chorus*)
Wo Zhi Dao Ni He Wo Jiu Xiang Dou Jiang You Tiao
Yao Yi Qi Chi Xia Qu Wei Dao Cai Hui Shi Zui Hao
Ni Xu Yao Wo De Sha Xiao Wo Xu Yao Ni De Yong Bao
Ai Qing Jiu Xu Yao Zhe Yang Ta Cai Bu Hui Dan Diao
Wo Zhi Dao You Shi Hou Ye Xu Yao Chao Chao Nao Nao
Dan Shi Zhong Ye Zhi Dao Zhi You Ni Dui Wo Zui Hao
Dou Jiang Li Bu Kai You Tiao Rang Wo Ai Ni Ai Dao Lao
Ai Qing Jiu Xu Yao Zhe Yang Ta Cai Xin Fu Mei Hao
Wo Zhi Dao Dou Zhi Dao Ni Zhi Dao Ni Dou Zhi Dao
Hao Bu Hao Bie Tou Xiao Rang Wo Zhi Dao
(*Chorus*)
Wo He Wan Dou Jiang Juan Lian Zhe Hai Xiang Yao
Ni Chi Wan Jin Huang You Tiao Ai Qing You Yao Zai Fa Xiao
(Repeat *Chorus*)
Hao Bu Hao Bie Tou Xiao Rang Wo Zhi Dao Jiu Hao

Finally up and running~~

2005-10-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

finally i'm done with this blog... of cos thr're still much room for improvement but i'll leave that to later dates... when i'm more free bah...

Har... Started Building 0nZ 3rd Oct.2005

2005-10-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

hah~ started doing up this small blog on the 3rd let's see when i can finish this up n get it running~!! will be back soon~ i hope~